To err is human ; to forgive, divine (:
have got to quit being so negative. but really uh, i think im jinxed this entire week.
everyone has to make mistakes to learn, most importantly learn from the mistakes you have made.
that's important.

2 more working days this month.

and we're left with close to 18 days till i leave MTV.
(: gotta keep this fire burning.

exam on the 8th. i just need to make time to bury my head in books.
i need more memory space to fit in all that theories and marketing bullshit.

so thankful, so very thankful for the people around.

then again, those people who took care of me while i was in HR, made me broke down yesterday.
really unsympathatic people, for the sake of saving their own asses.

i shan't comment much, but people just are not who you think they are.
believe in yourself.

xx

June & July would be an insanely crazy month to deal with, with intensive trainings, presentation at school, exams, RACE and many more race, 2 star kayaking, WORLD STAGE takes it all (:
i was sooooo caught up with work and school and work and school, i forgotten about my driving evaluation,
so when on earth am i gonna be on the wheels.
GEE. i wish i had more time. 

i have hardly any time to, breathe.
keep me going, i think i might be going bat-shit anytime.
 

 words cant describe how i feel again.
just words alone, is not enough to show how sad i really am now.

what is enough for enough? 
somebody help.

 “In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do.”


FUCK THE ACHES SERIOUSLY 

 block sun with sun block

hello lovely readers (:

haven been updating recently because i haven got the mood to pen down my thoughts and all.
as much as i would love to, guilty as charged, i always blog during office hours.

so here i am, sipping into my cup of hot chocolate on a lazy tuesday, perfect weather after
countless days of hot scorching sun, (:

i have had many experiences with "push yourself to the limit" and i must say, it was really mind-fucking.
just what exactly will make you push yourself to the limit.
i repeatedly asked myself what is it that made me push myself, because each time that i tried telling myself
that i need to do it, but i just didn't.
what in the world is that motivational force.
what..

my friend told me its the mentality that we have, its the mindset.
but really? i dont think its mind over body every single time. i could be running non-stop.
alone, running alone, and what occupy my mind is the ending point. i need to get to that ending point.
so ending point makes it MY motivational force?
search me..

looking like a foreigner every weekends. freckles, oh the freckles.
its scaring the shit outta me.
and so i got more sun-block, this time round. its a spray can.
im not kidding, the weather only meant for camels apparently is shining so hard on us, i could die sitting down,
without the air-cons switched on.


i need to make a decision.
i need to make a decision.
sometimes life is so hard, because you are clueless as to what to do, but you have to ask yourself for ananswer.
cos only you yourself knows whats best for you. no one else.


should just catch the movie with the girls.
haven seen them for a really long time.

i feel really sad.
don't feel like talking that kinda sad.

i hate school.
i could write a thousand word essay on " i hate school "
should i do that?

okay wait for it.

SMILE

today was a much better Thursday. 
i feel really uncomfortable towards a certain someone now.
i don't if it's cos we're getting too close or perhaps, just the mood swing thing that's going on.
oh wells. off from office tomorrow but the entire MTV will be at Botanical Gardens doing community service. HEH (:
we are all in green tomorrow. 

off to gym with @LiyanaD (:

 

HELLO LIFE

sick and tired, because life goes un-plan.
school really makes everything looks gloomier than ever.

on a brighter note, my lecturer is one really nice old man.
print notes for us, first time receiving lecture notes.
they come out from the lecturer's own pocket money ya?

this module time to mug again.50% on examinations.
hi Marketing Communications, you are awesome.

hello, two-face. stop pretending, please?
one day someone's gonna take off that ugly mask of yours.
is it so hard to just be yourself?
you never know we might love you more when you're yourself.

isn't it hard to pretend and show expressions behind those masks?
aren't you tired pretending to be someone you're not?

i ........ need a getaway.
OR
i ........ need to get away.